I have a friend who
lost her son some seven weeks ago
She's lost upon an
ocean
Adrift upon a sea
Of loss and pain and
sorrow
And quiet memory.
I have a loved one
lost to me but she's not dead, you know
She's baking up some
cupcakes
And entertaining
friends
Decorating tables
Who knows how this
one ends?
There is not one
hour I do not long for her to one day show
We'd kill the fatted
calf
And open up some
wine
And live and love
and laugh
The party would be
fine.
He's gone but not
forgotten
Dead but more alive.
I've an amputated
family-
How will I survive?
My friend is looking
forward,
But I am looking
back...
I wonder how we got
here-
How we got so off
track.
I wonder how to fix
it
I know they do not
know
That I am dying
slowly
Heavy-hearted as I
go.